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My Bag is Back!

2009-09-24T21:00:00.003+08:00

Yo,whats up? How r u all doing? Yup..I knw..EOY is coming and i suppose to be revising,but too tired today cause of NCC POP rehearsal..just came back abt an hour or so..so DAMN tired..hahas :D

So I decided today take a break,just do the hmwks..Aiyo,got a Malay Compo & Compre to do..haihz..then Add math..grr..luckily,tmr no Chemistry,so Chemistry hmwk i will do during the weekends :D

Wont be posting much cause busy in Study Mode [: Well,gd luck ppl for the exams! Try ur best! Hope u all pass with flying colours! [:

Btw,my school bag is back! What I mean is that my old,big school bag is back! It got torn at the carrying part,then i toud need throw away alr,cause cant use alr..But my grandma is THE BEST!!! She help me to sew it up,and gave me a big,big surprise!! I am so touch sia..

Thank u,NENEK (that is what i call my grandma :D)

Well,gonna go..so ya,gd luck,ppl! [:

(For things to change,I NEED to change..FIRST [:)

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2009-09-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo!! So how is ppl doing? Before anything..I would like to say..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! :D

Tmr is Hari Raya..so,finally the month of the beautiful Ramadan has finally come to an end..Here comes Syawal..hmm..It feel time pass so fast..even the EOY is coming like 2 more weeks..I am going to put away all my textbooks first to celebrate Hari Raya!! hahas..If I had offended anyone,in any means..wheather if i realise it or not..Pls forgive this pitiful Durian la..hahas [: Well,cant post long cause need to be back in the house deco!! xD

Well,when I think abt Hari Raya..It is a day of forgiving..It make me relfect abt the past..abt my life...I realise i am the cause of everything that happens now..that is bad...A mistake,I can never repay back..If i ask forgiveness from all the ppl that was affected by me,they would forgive me..but I cant bring myself to forgive myself..I cant..& I will never forgive myself..These mistakes..is too big a price..I can never ever repay these mistakes...

Well,no matter what..Lets take a break,and celebrate Hari Raya for all Muslims,while all my Chinese or Non-Muslim friends..Have a enjoyable long weekends! [:

(I just cant forgive myself...These mistakes,I can never ever repay back,even with my own life..)

Damn frustrated..

2009-09-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

Haih..too tired la..Just back from the Ramadan Experience the sch organised..hahas,it is abt bringing some chinese student to let them knw more abt fasting and all..so,ya..I just help Mr Rahim out..[: See this Durian is so kind..hahas-.-

Ytd,went a Youth Mediation Forum..the Excos need go..hahas,so go la..teach us abt how to settle probs without fighting etc..Learn a thing or two from it..hahas,ok..then homed..[:

My fever i think has heal,i guess..hope so..cause tmr,gt 2B '08 outing,so at least there is some fun in this irritating September holidays..hahas xD but my speaker is officially fused out..need repair cost abt the same as buying a new one..DAMN IT!!! haihz..emo sia like that ]: but nvm la,i guess? hahas..[:

I feel damn irritated thinking abt it..every SINGLE TIME!! i almost want to curse & swear just thinking of it...but i try not too..thats not my style..but really getting my nerve..Why this has to happen?? I feel bloody irritated just thinking abt it..why? WHY?!

haihz..maybe i need cool down..just need time i guess...well,gonna end here..Peace out,ppl [:

(Those bloody thought really getting me no where....)

Speaker going see doctor! xD

2009-09-07T14:25:00.003+08:00

Yo,whats up? Wah,damn it..my irritating fever comes out agn!!! Make me miss today extra lessons!!! Wah...Sorry, Mr Goh & Ms Sng! ]: Now,i am again a sick Durian..]:

This fever is really weird..alr 2 wks,yet haven recover yet..grr..actually,have recover before but then it return agn..very irritating,u knw..All along i have been taking panadol for my medication..it did work..but aft recover the fever comes agn..really really irritating...I getting so frustrated..

Well,all i can do now is rest ba..so rest la..Damn this stupid fever...grr..anyways,my fused out speaker is on its way to the repair store! My stepdad offer to sent it,since i am too sick to send it..thank u!! :D Hope,can be fix..haihz..I dont knw why..but nowadays,i feel so pump up,so irritated..so frustrated..but dont knw why,or on what or who..

Maybe this fever is making me kinda mood swing? hahas..well,thats all..Change my blogsong too! It is 'Down' by Jay Sean,not Jay Chou! xD hahas..Very simple & nice..ok,gonna go soon,so peace out,ppl! [:

(Btw,Happy September Holidays!!!!!! Even we all knw..it is not a holiday,but a homework paradise!!! xD)

Shine in Harmony 2009

2009-09-05T23:06:00.004+08:00

Yo,whats up? hahas..today got the Shine in Harmony carnival event. Councillors was in charge of the songs dedication booth,but the probs was that there is no speaker for the laptop..so i need bring my own-.- so heavy..hahas,so take bus bring my big box of speaker,laptop & my bag to sch while taking 109..luckily the bus is not crowded..Mr Rahim help me carry when reach the sch bus stop..hahas,thnks! [:

Reach school alr,set up everything..Desmond bring along his laptop with more than 2000 songs..hahas..then try out,see if my speaker was loud enuf..yup,manage to be hear thru out the canteen..hahas,Mdm Teo say the quality is way better than sch one xD hahas

Then very funny thing happen..we experience DOUBLE trip wires..hahas,maybe to overload ba..but manage to solve it..use Alumi Room..luckily,didnt tripwire..hahas,so start event..then ya la.

But abt 11am plus..i feel the speaker was overheating...and it is very DAMN hot..if u r close enuf to the speaker's socket..u can actually smell burning smell..Maybe the speaker has being playing songs at full blast,so it gets overheated..Jazin did smell it,so he tell me. i toud of switching it off,but then they all have a surprising performance by the chinese dance and the international dance..so,i guess..nvm la..just hope the speaker is ok..hahas

After everything,i check the speaker 's plug..the metal tip,parts of it..melted alr..then,when i try it at home,DAMN IT!! The speaker cant work!! haihz..there goes a $55.90 Evo 5 speaker..-.- on mon,thinking of sending the speaker for repair..see if it can be fix or not..if not..i want cry liao..hahas..

Well,i can just rate today event as average only..not really fun la..just there to supply the speaker..i actually play basketball,while Desmond & Jazin takes charge of the Booth..too bored..hahas,then the speaker fused out..even MORE sian..haihz..what u can do? it alr happen..

Well,till here only..Peace out,ppl [:

( DAMN sianz..now,my aunt's home so quiet without the speaker xD )

Another Day,Another post [:

2009-08-31T20:50:00.004+08:00

Well..blogger nowadays seem to be having trouble..grr..So just gonna make this post short [:

Teacher's Day Concert was a success,i guess..and even got a lot of hiccups here & there..Manage to pull it thru [: Went back RVPS also but most of my of teachers was busy,so ya..and my teacher cant recognise me!! hahas..well,too tired,so decided to went home..sad sia ]:

The bad news for me..I GOT FEVER!!!! WAH!!! Ytd,i alr have it,then check it is 38.2 C only..but today, 39.0 C!!! WAH!!! This is now an officially sick Durian..]: Hope,this fever will heal soon..[:

Well,change my blogskins & song..I feel it is time for a change..hahas xD

Well,gonna go off now..PEACE OUT!! [:

(Grr..blogger seems to be having trouble nowadays..-.-)

Just bored..so blog ^^

2009-08-30T00:20:00.008+08:00

Yo,as u all can see..i am blogging at 12.21am+ on a Sunday morning..hahas [: I was bored & couldnt sleep,so just open my Lappy,then blog la..ntg to do..hehe

Well,let's talk abt something..Oh,ya..I pass my ENGLISH!!! Yeah!!! xD hahas..The good feeling of passing ur English..hahas xD hmm..then ya,hahas..Well,let's see what happen today,i mean yesterday ( Saturday )..hahas,since now is officially Sunday ba ^^

Got Teachers' Day rehearsal..but I overslept-.- I also didnt wake up for my morning meals..So ya,VELI VELI thirsty the whole rehearsal..hahas,but manage to complete the fast despite i was super thirsty & hungry ^^ Well,the rehearsal was quite successful..the decorations also..hope the balloons can last long till Monday *praying* hahas [:

Then,very funny..Me & Azizah decided to debrief the Understudies since most of them are there,so we talk talk to them,then suddenly the balloons kept bursting!! hahas..Gerald,Hazik,Lyon they all help out in the Deco,then blow balloons..Then most of the balloons burst!! hahas,without a clue why! Maybe bad quality balloons-.- Then all of them have phobia i guess..hahas..there goes all my $3.50 balloons-.- hahas..

Aft deco,went homed..Reach home,rest awhile..then abt 5.30pm,went out with my family to break fast outside..Go SEOUL GARDEN at Causeway Point!!! [: hahas..So nice the food..I make my own Riduan Ice Kachang!!! SO DAMN NICE lor..hahas,then went ard the bazaar nearby..then i buy my new sling bag & a cover for my phone! Yeah! Then abt 10pm reach home le..watch some movie bought then at 12am + i am now blogging [:

Hahas..Oh,ya..the video company which record my mum's wedding post a video on YOUTUBE!!! -.- hahas,so if wanna watch,,here is the link!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5t10KZ4tQT0

hahas..there is more than 1 part i think,so i post one,then the other part..find urself hah! xD Btw,the song they use on my mum's wedding is so nice,i make it my blog song! [: It is call ' This I Promise You' by Nsync [: nice,right? So emo the song xD hahas

Yup,so gonna end here..Peace out,ppl! [:

(I make something new on my blog..the Random Durian Section at the end of every post..just random thing [:)

Random Durian
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I feel like making a poem..So here it is [:

I search out the stars,
Only you that I found,
This world is full of music,
Mine will be your sound..

Hoping for a faith,
Your face shine in my mind,
Every night that came,,
I dream you were mine..

Whenever you cry,
I wont walk away,
No matter how tough it gets,
There is always a way..

Whenever you leave,
I'll found it hard,
Just to let you know,
You are always in my Heart..

I know kinda make no sense cause i make this poem in the wee hours-.- haha,cant make a gd one in a sleepy mode..Will be better the next time[:

Finally!!! CT2 is history! xD

2009-08-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hahas..Good news!!!

Common Test 2 end already!!!

yup,finally..now time to relax for a while,take a deep breathe & enjoy this short moment..[: Let's review how i did for CT2 [:

English..for the first time,i have quite confident for it..hahas..then SS..haihz,okok only cause misout a point to write..damn it-.- Hand crap like crazy writing out the essay -.- hahas,then Physics is average also and Hml screw up cause that day i was quite sick..cant focus >< damn it..E math & Geo is okok also,quite happy with it [: but E math really dissapointing..at first,i do the first question and i really know how to do it..but then,my idiotic calculator backstab me! -.- Before exam start,it was working..then during the test,it cant switch on! Wt?? Then i demoralized liao..the teacher try find extra calculator..luckily,got..haihz..then suddenly dont even know a single question-.- but i try cool down & recall everything..I managed to rmber some formulas back..hahas..but couldnt rmber all ]: Then,Chemistry..very difficult too,but can la..but screw up Add maths ]: Damn screw up ]:

Hahas..nevermind..this is all in the past now..now,let's take a break,and chill..relax mind then chiong end of year [:

Hahas..I got interest learning streetball & their tricks! Anybody interested?? hahas [:

Rest well,ppl [:

(Hmm...just thought of something..)

COMMON TEST!!! NO!!!

2009-08-20T20:23:00.004+08:00

Yoyo,whats up? haha..blogging before the start of the most epic adventure....

COMMON TEST II : Revenge of the Examination!!

lols..i knw..lame-.- Common test starting tmr,ppl..Jiayou,ok? No matter it is Physics,Chemistry,Add Maths,Biology,English, or what..Gd luck,dude!! hahas..Tmr,mine would be Social Studies & English!! Wah..English le..I very scared sia..haihz...I serious need someone to help me in my English..Anybody? hahas..then,Social Studies is quite ok..just memorize the main points & need to know to organise it..so not much of a probs tmr[:

Ok,Rmber,ppl..JY!! Must be positive! Strive for the BEST!! ok,gonna study now..Riduan has left the Building! xD

(Haihz...)

Common Test agn..><

2009-08-18T22:26:00.004+08:00

Yo,wow..now my blog like so dead liao..haha..Not much except...

COMMON TEST!!!!!

It is so common that it is a test! -.- nvm..haha..Some gd news to share..

I GOT A GIRLFRIEND!!!

haha..just joking..of course no la..-.- hmm,ok,serious..i improve my ENGLISH TEST!! yeah!! Finally!! haha..got 20/30!! wow!! Ya,i knw..to u all,aiyo..20 marks only what,what so gd? haha..xD
Yup..i noob in English mah..so gd feeling!

Another gd news is today went to NCC HQ for trainfire..then instead of the boring M16 rifle..It is the SAR 21!! haha..first time touch the Singapore Assault Rifle for the 21st century..lols..Learn alot too..[:

I also drank FOUR DOUBLE CHOCO FRAPPE IN THREE DAYS!! OWNAGE!!! xD

Yup,gd news nowadays is by my side..but i may have many gd news..but today i know a damn big bad news...maybe,not so much a bad news la..

Somehow..He relfect who i used to be when I am in Sec 2..THE REAL LAME Riduan..hahas....haihz,but i miss that Riduan,damn miss being that Riduan...Everything start to change especially me,the moment i become a VP..i dont knw how to explain la..The effect really can be felt..He is my close & good friend & is really somehow similar with me when i was in sec 2..he is like a replacement of me..hmm..Is it a sign or message or something? I dont knw la...Now i am still thinking..Is it worth it being a VP,but keep losing what u love & treasured?

It is not I dont like being VP,i really like to help out in many events,help teachers & in the Student Council..It makes me feel good..but I seriously not having any fun..The rest of them maybe having fun..When i smile or laugh,it is just an act..I dont want them to feel I being left out or smtg..lols,i dont knw hw to explain..haha...

Hmm..It seem I like to think & relfect whenever i blog..haha..I really feel upset..I am starting to lose everything..it all started with being a VP..I realise that i am actually a better leader before i become VP...haihz,nvm..What can I do? It alr had happen..the only thing u need to do is to adapt to it..No matter what,i always will try to look at the bright side of this situation...but i seem not to find it yet,maybe sooner or later [:

I am still standing strong..hopefully..but I will. As long these two feets is good to go,I am going thru everything passes by me[:

(Since the day my parents divorced..I realise that I am always thinking abt everything..haha [: Is that a gd thing? O.o)

Woah..long time no post..haha -.-

2009-08-09T15:00:00.004+08:00

Yo,sorry to all my blog fans for not posting so long-.- ( do i even have any? haha..nvm..[: ) Before anything,i would like to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SINGAPORE!!!! 44TH YEARS OF INDEPENENCE!!!! YEAH!!!!

Yup,it is 9 of Aug & it is SINGAPORE's BIRTHDAY..I am proud to be a Singaporean!! Salute to you,Singapore!! haha..hmm..yup,rmber to take the 8.22pm Pledge Moment,ppl! Let's take it with pride!!! [:

well,now kinda tired..ytd was my mum's wedding..ya,my family got some err..'complication' last year..so,my mum & dad divorce...but,ya...kind of an impact for me,but,now..i am able to pace up..just that,nvm...it was the most toughest time for my mum bk then,but she was strong enough to pull thru it all..I really salute to her..

I seen her flowing tears alone in the room every single night,suffer alot just to get a job,seen many ppl look down on her..insulting her..I seen what my mum has gone thru....I am really proud to have her as a mother..Well,yesterday,she is married to a new man that actually also gave my mum & the family support..Anyways,what matters to me that..as long she is happy,i am happy too[:

Yup,this incident really gave me a new view on life..actually a lot of views,nt just on life..on everything..The phrase 'People do change' is not properly defined..people change,and that change can be either a bit,or a total change or even a sudden change..there is so many definition..Ya,my dad did totally & suddenly change..It was not him at all..Seen him did some bad things on my mum..Thru defending my mum from my dad,i almost got a broken arm..ya,u all probably guess what he did..but,thats ok..no matter what,that was in the past..

I now have a really really big fear in me..even bigger than mushrooms..haha...i am so afraid that i could almost cry..i am afraid of becoming what my dad have become..I now almost afraid to even have a girlfriend in the future,or maybe a wife i can say..i am damn scared..]:

haihz..maybe i am just too kiasu thinking abt all this..haha,guess ya..i am such a problematic person..haha-.- But in any situation we are at in,let's just see the bright side of it..learn from the mistake..gather strengths from it..then,move on..that's my motto[:

Well,change my blog song..nice,right? A new song from BSB!!!haha..well,ok that is the end! Durian is off!! [:
P.s: I now kind of lazy highlighting the words..so ya sorry abt it..haha[:

(I am damn scared..]:)

New Post! xD

2009-07-31T20:42:00.004+08:00

Yeah!! Blogging!! lols..haha..wah,tired sia..erm,ntg to say alr..

Wah!!! seriously ntg to say le....hmmmmm....still cant think of anything!! lols..this blog post useless de,but at least i update mah..haha..okok,just give me some thoughts..let me think what to say...hmmm...

Oh,ya..this few days recently,i feel a bit demoralized la..I feel like i reach my limit to face challenges alr..every challenges is tougher than the previous..but,if like that..then i am such a weak person lor...So,it takes awhile for me to look thru me..understand myself.....Then,i realise i just need to face it with courage..no matter if it is beyond ur limit..At least try to face it..even if we lost,at least we gain experience from it..Learn the mistakes..& then move on..That is what i have been doing all this time,but only now i realise it..haha..this make me also realise,knowing urself is important..haha..oo..

Ok,since ntg to say,might as well end here,right?? Ok,that's all folks!! Tune next time for the next episode! xD This Durian is OFF!! [:

(If only u realise ur my carbon..then i shall make u a diamond..)
(lols..random quotes,i make..haha)
(Maybe it means,if u r mine..then i shall make u happy always?? lols..dont really knw what it mean)

haha..update update!! xD

2009-07-27T21:05:00.004+08:00

oo..long time nvr blog..haha,sorry my blog fans!! lols,if i have lor xD anyways,quite busy these days..so no time to blog..or maybe just too tired to even blog,but nvr mind..ur beloved Durian is here once agn!!! xD nvm..lols

Woohoo!! for what?? lols,dont knw why..crazy..hmm,lets talk abt today..wah,grr today i forget bring my Geo/HML/SS file..then a lot of hmwk inside there..wah..then,i reach BDD lor!! xD that totally destroy my pride..lols..then Alvin & Jasmine keep 'bullying' me in my BDD mode..lols..haha..wah,i got no face liao alr,aft ppl saw my BDD mode..haizzzz...haha..luckily,everything went well...haha

Hmm..Just now also CFC-ing at compass ( KFC ) haha..zinger FTW!! lols..then went home with Yazdan under the rain..haha,i was so wet..lols..

SHAPE OF MY HEART ROCKZ!!!

ya,thats right! SOMH is still the best & my fav songs ever!!! lols..It nvr gets old listening to it..think listen to it everyday on an average of 20 times?? haha..IT JUST ROCKZ!!! Thats why i change my blog song [:

ok,so..ya,thats abt it..well,gonna go..so this Durian is off!! [:

(Upon the shooting star..Make a wish..Close your eyes..I will be there with u always [: )
(Nice quote,right? [: )

Just wanna blog [:

2009-07-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

Yoyo..haha..lols,feel like blogging before doing any hmwk..lols..well,actually ntg to say de..haha..Hmm,just manage to find new BSB songs that is very nicey! :D They just make a new album which is gonna be released on 6 Oct if i not wrong..

BSB ROCKZ!!! xD

lols..haha,my new blog song,'Helpless' is one of their new songs..haha,most of their new songs this time is not really their style,but it doesnt hurt to try new things,right? haha..hmm,tmr O-lvl listening comprehension..grr..sianz..but bo bian mah..haha..Hate exams!!! lols..who doesnt?? xD
Hmm..ntg much to say..haha ;D

Well,it is confirm plus chop plus email ( a trademark of Alvin's quote xD), she is not mine..but,nvm..life goes on [: Even i try to get her also,it is like shooting a bullet to a concrete wall..haha,well..guess this is it [:

haihzz..so busy!! Not a lot of time for me to have Durian's time..haha,nvm..That's life,i guess [: Hmm..I just rmber a old cartoon ' Ma Me Mo' rmber?? haha,kept singing its theme song in class just nw-.- haha..oo..Crazy Durian..ok,that's it..I go do hmwk liao [: Durian is signing off! [:

(Confirm she is not mine..haha..hmm..[: )

Haha..Adventure at Alvin's House!! xD

2009-07-18T21:54:00.006+08:00

Yoyo,ppl!!! haha..blogging agn! Today was quite fun actually..haha,went to Alvin's house to do homework. At first plan to go Dingy's house play bball & get some PSP game from him,but cancel cause went out with my mum-.- thought i will go out so late,but SURPRISELY we went out for a while..lols-.- then alvin call ask me if want go his house do hmwk,so i agree la..they ask me bring my Lappy (laptop) lols..I give a name to my laptop-.- how lame can this Durian be..haha xD

Went there abt 4pm++. Reach Hougang Point first since i dont knw where Alvin live then he ask me meet him there.At first i thought got McCafe le..then dont have..cheat my feeling..lols xD I WANT DOUBLE CHOCO FRAPPE!!! lols..Hunger for it xD

After reach Alvin's house,we all started to do hmwk.Yee hang almost go crazy doing the chemistry hmwk..lols,while Alvin is doing his maths..i doing physics!! haha..then i was the first to finish..haha,then switch on Lappy la..Yee hang also finish then he want do his Math proj,so let he use Lappy..lols..he got distracted & play a lot of game then work..haha..then Alvin & me kp disturbing him like spam on his plurk & msn..lols,damn funny..haha..then Alvin suggest take some photos,so we take some..lols..IT WAS SUPER FUNNY LOR!! We keep laughing taking the photos..& most of the time holding our laughter just to take the photos..lols..after that,accompany Yee hang eat Kopitiam at Hougang Point,went home [:

Haizz..so tired de..haha..Something missing,but i dont knw what..haha,nvm..i realise Mozila Firefox is better!! haha,sorry Alvin..Taking Yee hang side! xD ok,this Durian is signing off! [:

(DOUBLE CHOCO FRAPPE ROCKS!!! xD)

The scene from the Adventure at Alvin's house!!! [:
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We were holding our laughter!!! xD

The scenery from Alvin's room! [:

We look SOOO gays...-.- haha

Yee hang look so funny!!! xD

Alvin teling me that I am no. 1! xD

The NBA poster in Alvin's room! [:

Lols..what am i doing?? xD

Both of them look like researchers! xD

Woohoo!! Another Post! xD

2009-07-17T22:31:00.004+08:00

Haha..updating the blog..lols,of course i be doing that..-.- haha,nowadays very busy!! No time do a lot of stuffs....haizzz..then got BDD lor..(the Bored Durian Disease xD) When i reach this level of BDD,i will go EXTREME RANDOMNESS!!! Haha..lols..nvm..thats Durian-.-

Haha!! Yes!! My mum has given up!! She now dont really tease me abt my 'girlfriend' alr..lols..She say by doing that make her feel childish then drop her beautiful face..lols..Now i knw where my childish & lame behaviour originated from..lols,but her childishness & lameness still cant beat mine!!! Wakaka!! lols..-.-

Now,lets talk abt today..Play bball just now..Wow! I play like Kobe Bryant!! lols..jjk..I just was top-form in the first few min,but then just slack..too tired la aft sch..lols xD Play,play,play till siao..lols..I got a signature move!! Dingy they all say it is called 'The Hook Shot'..but i prefer to call it 'The R-Shot' lols..sound more pro! xD

I realise i feeling lonely this days..not the type 'u dont have friend then lonely' that kind one..lols,with frens like Alvin,KY,Dingy,Adrian,Yazdan & many more..u cant be lonely even u want to..xD They are very retarded..jjk [:

What i mean is that just that..arh forget it..lols..haha,maybe kp it a secret! lols..Weeeeee..I being a do-do head..haha..Grr..ntg to do..lols..BDD!! Arh!!! xD Lols..i got a lot of nickname alr..haha,courtesy of all the retarded frens! xD jjk! I list them down later! [:

Ok,i think it end here la..This Durian is going to do smtg to cure his BDD!! [:

( You're close,yet so far from me..oo xD)

Riduan's Nickname [:
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*Nickname--(Started by)

*Durian (Azizah)
*Riduani (Alvin)
*Riri (Yeehang)
*Duan (Alvin)
*Duan Duan (Alvin)
*Duani (Alvin)

Yup..till here only..Realise that most is Alvin give one? lols..He is so Algae & Alvini..he is also very Alvin No no no no.. ( sound suppose to be Alvin Neo) xD

Ntg better To do! weeeeeee...xD

2009-07-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

Haha..ntg to do,so blog de..weeeee...lols..I also not sure what to talk abt..hmm,oh ya..I got 1 request only..

PLS TAG!! HAHA..I WANT REPLY PPL's TAG!! ALSO WRITE UR NAME,OK??!!lols..bored mah..xD

haha..I realise some ppl got come here..but nvr tag de!! I HATE YOU!! lols..Just kidding..wah,very bored nowadays..weeeee..grr..Lols,dont know what to say alr..haha..
Plurk really help ease my boredom!! Haha!! So fun plurking!! lols..hmm..let's see now..what to talk abt..I dont liao..xD

Oh,ya..my mum thought I have a GF!! Wt??!! lols..cause her friends or relative always got saw me with a girl a lot of time de!! WAH!!! Bad luck sia!! They told my mum that..now my mum thought I have a GF!! lols..when I go out,I think she thought I go out with a girl..dots,actually go out with Alvin,Ky or Dingy they all..I wonder how did they manage to see me with a girl a lot of time..but didnt see me once with Alvin or Ky or Dingy??? lols..They saw me with a girl also maybe quite bad luck..maybe actually like go with a group,then that very second..the rest go somewhere first or toilets,then left me with the girl..then that very second saw me & that girl together!! Wah..bad luck sia..

My mum dont really mind me having a gf de..but the point is..I dont have any!!! She always keep teasing me what is my girl's name..-.- dots..haha,when i listen to slow songs..I have no intention of thinking of any girl,but just listening to it..My mum thought i emoing abt my 'girlfriend' -.- lols..WAH!! GG alr la..She say one day she want meet my 'girl' -.- lols..hw to meet if I dont have any?? lols..haha..my mum very funny de xD

Ok,I go do smtg alr..haha,Durian is off! [:

(hmm..maybe i shld get a girlfriend..LOLS!!!! xD)

Wah..what a day xD

2009-07-11T21:15:00.009+08:00

Yo,haha..blogging agn,this time on my own!! Not beacuse ppl ask to update! xD lols..ok,lets first talk abt today.

Went out with Alvin,Khong Yew & Ding Yuan..haha,have a Initial D 5 Arcade Stage Competition!!! lols..so we go Compass Point Timezone for the match! Haha,very fun le we play..luckily,my Gold Card has 200 Reward points so that means got $20 free!! Wakaka..spam Initial D game!! lols..we are there like for 2 hours! haha..I am still the UNDEFEATED TRUENO!! haha..Beat all them with my Sprinter Trueno..lols,only lost once with Alvin,but I use Subaru Impreza with Auto Tranmission..First time try Auto..so i lost la..lols..BUT I am a pro using the Sprinter Trueno with Manual Transmission!! Rmber that Alvin! Until u beat my Trueno, u nvr beat me!! Wakaka!! lols-.- crazy durian..My fav car is the Trueno, Dingy is the Evo Lancer, Alvin is FC3S & R32..& KY is the Cappuccino!! lols..KY addicted to Initial D game alr! Haha..After that walk walk,then thats all..haha xD

Ok,nw let's rewind time till ytd..Wah, Mr Goh share with us something important in life..the meaning of 'Regret'. I realise that what he say is true..When i look back, I realise alot of stuff that i regret totally..I realise what I am facing now..the problems all..It is just due to my stupidity..alot of it contributed to what I faces now..grr..haizz..It is all my fault..I find the trouble myself unknowingly..the time i like her during my sec 1 & sec 2 days..the end result was a nightmare..& i guess it is my fault..I didnt tell her how much I care & didnt even have the initiative to try to....but that is the past..then the another incident this year recently..haizz..my fault also,just blankly tell her smtg not true,out of my 'heart'..in the end,i didnt like like her..just too down...I wish i could just use vulgarities on myself but that is not worth it..

I think it is no use crying over split milk..now i just need to think how am i suppose to jump out off this bottomless pit..many problems now faces me, is due just my stupid move,i have no where to seek guidence now..Last time,when i got probs..i can rely on two person..but one of them had pass away when i was Pri 5..that was a super shock to me,& really change me too..I use to mix with bad companies back then,but no more....then,the second person..I totally lost him last year..It was more unexpected & had totally crush my heart..He was the one who teaches me about everything about life..the values..I totally respect him..Done my exam well back then just for him..but what he did last year..make everything I believe gone...Now,when i have problems..there is no one i could seek guidence..I rely on both of them too much,& now,i am lost,but all I got to do..at least try,is to stand on my own two feet..

Oh,well..Wah!! I was SO EMO!!! Make this VP Durian very psps..lols..but i need to let go some of this,everyone has its limitation,right?? Haha..At least I am still the Undefeated Trueno!! Wakaka!! lols..oo..realise my post is quite long..haha,ok..now this Durian is off to do some things Durian is suppose to do!! haha!! xD

Mr Goh OWNS!!! Thnks for sharing important message abt life..I really appreciate!! [:

(Take some photos today in Timezone!! haha..Enjoy!! xD)

Khong Yew's Drift!!

The poster of Initial D5 Arcade Stage!!

Ding Yuan(Black Car) VS Alvin(White Car)!!
Ding Yuan(Black Car) VS KY(Red Car)!!

Before the match..Tension rising!! xD

Ding Yuan trying to focus before the match!
Khong Yew try to..err,focus too??xD
(Alvin is the black shirt boy behind!!)
A scene in DY V KY match!! xD

Updated!! xD

2009-07-09T21:46:00.004+08:00

Yoyo to the max..lols..haha,blogging again,ntg to do much..haha,anyway since another person want me to update ( this time is Yee hang!! xD ) i update for the sake of Yee hang!! haha, not really,i also feel like blogging de..haha [:

Today is Thursday, 9 July 2009..lols,hmm..ntg to say much..Just think that Thursday seem to be always the MOST DYING DAY in school..Thursday always being so tocture in school..haha, since I am sec 1 de-.- nvm, like Mr Goh say, no matter how tocture Thursday is or not, life still goes on..haha,lame de-.- hmm,want to talk abt today..ntg much..hmm,oh ya,try playing Restaurant City in facebook..not bad..haha,play this time of game to kill some time & chill for a while..[:

Life now seem to be down for me..the course seem to have too many corners for me..just like Irohazaka..lols..It is a track course in Initial D...the corners seem to be too difficult for me to take..but what the heck..I am the type who goes with the flow,& get blown by the wind..haha (wonder what it means..anyway,it is just sound cool! lols xD ). Grr..I sometime hate myself de..haizz..What the PWN..lols..I cant seem to stand up any more..If I were to fall again..I dont think I can stand on my own feet any longer....grr...maybe i just need..but wait,what the PWN..i also realize.........

I AM SO EMO HERE!! lols..why am i typing all this emo thingy..haha,maybe sometime ppl need to let go somewhere..haha,okok,back to Durian style! I am the Riduan, the Best Durian in the World!! lols,random..okok,i maybe just a bit down de..but Durian will always have thorns to..err..i dont knw what i am trying to say..xD nvm,haha..ok,nitez ppl!!! [:

(Hmm....plurking is also not bad de to kill some time..xD)

Lols..Long long Time..

2009-07-04T22:22:00.004+08:00

Yoyo..haha,long time nvr blog de..due to some ppl asking to update,(which is..alvin only! xD) I update la..haihz,i blog also like nobody see..haha,,like talking to myself de..xD nvm,for the sake of Alvin, I shall blog..abt smtg..I dont knw..Oh, ya..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PEISHAN!! YOU 'RE A YEAR MATURE!!! xD

lols..ok,then let's talk abt today..Got oral exam cause our teacher cant do it during the holidays..haha,then..I was like so blur before the oral,Mdm Lim was asking some volunteer if can be the time-keeper..then,WONG WEIJUN sabo me..I toud ok la,then take oral last person,but actually be the FIRST!! WAH!!! Then..wt?? Damn nervous,lols..then be time-keeper,kp saying the same line like 'u left 2 mins' etc lols..say it like for 20 times? Haha..nvm de..Then after oral, CFC-ing..ya,thats all..weeeeeeeeeee.......

haizz..Damn guilty de..Dont knw what to do..You say its ok..You say nvm..but like it is not true ..After I tell you, We become strangers.... When i try to talk to u,I need to try even find any topics so then I can talk to u..and most of the topics are like..craps..like 'eh,thats ur bag?' lols..I knw that it is ur bag..but I need to find smtg just to talk to u..

I am really really sorry..i dont knw what u feeling now..i dont knw what u r thinking now..Most probably, u dont even come here to read this..which is like a lot of ppl dont really come here also..lols..haizz..I now feeling so bad..I want to make it up to you..but I just dont knw what..I am a jerk,thats all I can say..I am really sorry..

(Anyways,I feel like my blog dead liao..lols,so hu want me to kp on blogging?? xD lols..Just Tag!! lols..lame la Riduan..haizzzz.....SO RANDOM!!! [: )

Yeah! New blogskins! [:

2009-06-21T14:11:00.006+08:00

Yoyo! so everybody doing? Having fun in the holidays? haha..yup,i changed my blogskin..quite simple than before..lols..i also find a new song from BSB!! so i also change my blog songs..quite nice,i can say,the song [: then,in plurk..i change my plurk theme..FAST & FURIOUS!! wakaka!! lols..hmm,yup,thats abt it.

So,nw i will talk abt ytd..Me & Alvin..we were bored at home,so decided to go out..I dont care where to go..i just want to go out..lols,Ky,dont want to follow..grr..i kill u! lols..jjk [: so,we both decided to meet at 3pm,but i was late 15 mins..oops..sorry,Alvin! Haha,then,went to Queensway Shoppong Centre..look at shoes,Alvin's fav hobby! haha..But otw there,we saw something...COOL!!! We both saw a Black Lamborgini Murcielago!!! Wah,we both was damn shock!! So close some more!! WT?!! The sound of the engine was cool!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!!! lols..then continue to our destination..after exploring the shopping centre & eat at Mac, we decided to go look at the car manufacture company!! Like BMW warehouse..wah,we both damn odd out sia..but we get to see a lot of cool car!!! Then,we look at the cool cars upclose!! haha,make ourselves like a businessman..haha..then we decided to go hougang mall.

Then,I saw another cool car!! A Nissan 370Z!! wah!! alot of cool car I saw ytd!! Droolings....haha,then saw a Honda Roadster...haha,damn happy & worth it ytd we both go out..haha..At hougang mall,just buy a card for father's day tday..haha,Alvin also buy..lols..then we both went home[: Well,thats abt it..haha..so,the Durian is off..to do smtg..err,I also dont know..lols[:

(After watching DMTH,i feel like collecting old coins!! haha,maybe my new hobby!! [:)

Crawling Back to You (Backstreet Boys)
--------------------------
Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you,
Baby I was wrong ..
Yeah I know I said,we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on..
I know I broke your heart,
I didn't mean to break your heart..
But baby here I am ,

Banging on your front door,
My pride spilled on the floor..
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you..
Begging for a second chance..
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you..

I know you're in there and you can make me wait..
But I'm not gonna wait,
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face..
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell..
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad..
But baby here I am,

Banging on your front door,
My pride spilled on the floor..
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you...
Begging for a second chance..
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in..)
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you,

If you could see these tears I'm crying,
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking,
Hear my heart that's barely beating..

You will see a different man..
But baby here I am,

Banging on your front door,
My pride spilled on the floor..
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in..)
I was running from the truth,(from,from,from)
Now I'm crawling back to you (darling..)

Banging on your front door, (darling..)
My pride spilled on the floor..(darling..)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you..

Crawling back to you, (crawling back to you..)
Crawling back to you,
Crawling back to you...

Excos outing doesnt seem like Excos outing..haha-.-

2009-06-19T23:32:00.003+08:00

Yoyo! Today actually i have a T & F outing going to WWW but,i alr had plan the excos outing beforehand,so thats why didnt go..plus,my legs is not totally heal from the burned marks so cant really hit water..Sorry..I ACTUALLY WANT TO SWIM!!! nvm..so went for excos outing la..lols..Out of 8,only 3 go..WT??!! lols, Vanessa cant go cause her mother dont allow,cause she flying to bangkok tmr..(Have a safe trip! [: ),then Alphonsus,err..he cant go,I dont knw why..lols..then,Azizah..last min,she cant go..I also dont knw why...Liyun,her mum dont let cause later her younger complain..lols..then Shuyi,she got tution..grr..haha..So,in the end,only Felicia,Jia wen & me going watch movie..WT??!! lols..

This is what happens..actually meet Felicia,Liyun,Jia Wen & Shuyi at 1pm,but I gt Friday prayers so meet them later..They plan to cook pasta at Van's hse to celebrate her belated birthday..haha,I reach her hse abt 2pm..lols,they still cooking..so i try my best to help out...by looking & disturbing them only..lols,but I still gt help hor..haha..the pasta sauce was..MUSHROOM!! NO!!! lols..i ask them what is the can..they toud i was talking abt halal or not..but actually,because it is mushrooms..lols..but nvm,i try my best to eat..oh,no..lols,when they pour the sauce on my plate,they very nice,try not to pour the mushrooms..haha,thanks[: Make me look like the birthday boy instead of Vanessa,haha..but they cook SO MANY PASTA,in the end we all coulnt finish it..haha,shld have ask Azizah & Alphonsus to come..need back-up..lols..then play some childish games for a while,then Liyun need go off first..then after that,me,Felicia,Jia Wen & Shuyi went off to watch the movie,but Shuyi has tution,then cant go..grr..lols..so,the three of went off to AMK hub.

We watch 'Drag Me to Hell'..It is not actually a scary movie..just TOO MANY SOUND EFFECT & SUSPENSE..lols,then Jia Wen got scream in the cinema..lols..ppl was looking at her..She pai seh,i guess..haha..then after that,went walk walk,then we all went home[:

Haha..quite a tiring day..I found out that the earpiece i want..the'Walkman W202' cost $129!!! WT?? no!!! lols..try my best save save..haha..yup,thats all..So this Durian is sleeping off!! [:

($129..hmm,can make it! No probs!! [: )

Yeah..maybe i do have gals instinct

2009-06-17T21:48:00.002+08:00

Yo,this durian is so tired..just nw went out with Wei bin & Rena to go buy a vid cam..but the place where Rena led us..err seem to be more expensive that what we both expected lols..in the end,Wei Bin bought a webcam instead..lols..then,hor..actually need go buy some gal present,but no excos follow,cause cant make it...lols..leaving this poor durian with no gals instinct on his own to find a present..lols..luckily at least Rena got help a bit..but she kind of getting distracted at all the cute cute soft toys..lols..but after,from cp,to mustafa,sim lim square,then hougang mall...i finally managed to find smtg descent....err..i think...haha,then,now..I am tired..lols..add to my just recovered leg from the burns during my Malaysia trip...it is no good..haih..nvm,at least i accomplish my mission today..wakaka!! lols,why am i laughing? -.- so,yeah!!!! haha..now,I WANT TO EAT DINNER!!! Haven eaten dinner..lols..nvm,i go eat now! Ok,this Durian is eating off!! [:

(Oh,ya..HAPPY BDAY,RETARDED VANESSA!! you are finally a year older than before!!-.-)

Happy Birtday,MAMA!!! :D

2009-06-14T22:44:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MAMA!!!

Haha,today is my mum's...err,let's see...by calculating the rate of fire of a M16,divided by the number of balloons in a packet,plus the cm cube of a cd case..my mum is 33 years olds this year!! -.- lols..today,went to East Coast Park to celebrate..just relaxing and enjoying the breeze..so cooling..then,after that went to Geylang to enjoy some...DURIANS!! lols,feels weird eating myself..lols-.- Me,a Durian,eating a Durian..lols..quite enjoyable la the whole day..haha..so,HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGN!! Wakaka!! lols,why am i laughing?-.-

Hmm..nw,let's talk abt...err..i dont know..lols,being random..oh,ya..i guess maybe i cant forget her..but that doesnt mean,i like her..i guess dont like anybody is the best..just like what Alvin say..maybe,like what Jia Wen say..infatuation..is that it? yup,i think that is the word she say..lols..English Noob here..haha..I now too confused and down to know what my heart is saying..hmm,can heart speak?-.- lols,ok,SO random...so,thats it..I AM FREE!! or am i? lols..maybe i am still expensive,nt free..lols..ok,ya thats it..hmm..2 more week till sch open..haih..time fly so fast..I wonder what happen in 5 or 10 years time? lols..think so deep..or ya..OMG,TMR IS THE RESULT OF THINKQUEST!!! Quite nervous..lols,hope to get smtg good..haha..even the chances are slim..but nvm..[:

So,the Durian is SLEEPING OFF!! [:

(Oh,ya..I just saw...a....1999 NISSAN SKYLINE GTR R34 UPCLOSE FOR THE FIRST TIME when i went malaysia..SO COOL!! Post some pic to let u all see..The one i saw was white in colour and is not modified..The sound of the engine..was so cool!! Drooling now..lols..post some of it pic!)

Back from Malaysia...tired

2009-06-12T21:38:00.007+08:00

Lols..too tired..just summarize the whole 5 days and 4 nights trip [: Or,maybe no need..lols..just let the pic do the talking..

So cute right? [: my aunt's cat [:

The view from Genting Highlands [:

The night view of KLCC..oo..

Ok,i didnt take much pic to tell the whole story..nvm.dont need say la..just knw,i have a fun time..lols...too tired to type everything..haha..ok,post more tmr..Durian is sleeping off [:

(TOO..TIRED..................................-_- but manage to change my blog song [:)

wah,got quite a surprise..lols

2009-06-07T21:18:00.006+08:00

Yoyo,Riduan is in the House! lols..just want to hip-hop a bit..lols so,today is sunday..hmm..didint do much,just play NBA live & owning teams!! Sign of Riduan going to win Alvin!! wakaka!!-.- lols..nvr mind..haha..being so random,oh ya..just thrash the Minnesota 38-95 wakaka..Alvin,i sense an impending doom on u!! lols..sound so evil..haha..after play that just lied down on bed..listening to music thru phone speaker..i think abt 5.40pm+ i guess..then Wei Bin keep msg me abt tmr meeting..lols..remind me to bring this & that..haha..dont worry,u can trust Durian! lols..
-.- after replying his last msgs,smtg happen after that..my phone rang cause gt msg..i toud 'must be Wei Bin agn..nvm..lazy go pick up the phone' Durian so lazy..my phone was on the table..so i lazy go up frm the bed and take..haha..Lazy durian..so,aft the ringtone stop,it play bk my songs..I think aft abt 10-15 mins then i finally feel like picking up the phone to read 'Wei Bin' msg..haha..feling guilty..lols,but,when i open..it wasnt him..it was her..wt? Quite shocking at first..she just reply a msg i sent her abt a week ago..lols..nvr mind..she say her phone no money,thats why reply late..but didnt expect her to still rmber my msg a week ago,then reply it..quite nice of her actually..oo..haha..then chat for a while..yup thats all..grr,nw..i become more random aft receiving her msg..haih..i dont want to admit it..i want to deny it..but,the truth is i still cant forget her..haih..]:

I screw up everything between me & her..Damn it..nvm..maybe it is not fated?O.o But,i wish..i can at least dedicate her a song to tell the truth..wish she can listen to SOMH..and let me at least show her my true shape of my heart..

(But..she will never hear my true voice..my regrets..my loneliness..my sorrow..my heart..)

Haha!! Getting better in NBA Live 2005!!

2009-06-06T14:01:00.007+08:00

Yo! so hw all of you doing during this holidays? haha..having fun? or miss sch alr?-.-lols..finally,my boredom kind of solve..Ding yuan let me his NBA Live Game 2005 then install to my laptop..wakaka! nw got game to play lols..-.- wah,at first veli difficult to play..but i kinda get the hang of it..haha..BE PREPARE,ALVIN!! I am getting pro!! haha..play the game also make me want to play b.ball..haha,anyone want play? lols..haha,nw..just play NBA Live,so want to blog a bit..just thrash Raptors 88-46, in Dynasty mode..wakaka! -.- ok,nw,dont feel like playin..so BDD come agn..lols-.- hmm..let see..i dont knw what to talk abt..oh,stuck at home for the next two days..cant go out,cause mum go oversea,so need take care of my siblings & grandma..haha..lols,ok thats it,i guess..oh,MY EZLINK CARD MISSING!! NO!! Adrian,where u put it..lols..not really his fault..grr..ok,thats all..the Durian is..err..what am i suppose to do?-.-

(Haha..too bored,just type out Shape of My Heart lyrics [: )

Shape of My Heart (Backstreet Boys)
--------------------------------------
Hmm, yeah, yeah

Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow (echo)
Hold me now don't bother, if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become
Oh yeah..

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Saddness is beautiful ,loneliness is tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no..
Touch me now don't bother ,if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become..

Looking back on the things I've done (back on things I've done)
I was trying to be someone (trying to be someone)
I played my part, kept you in the dark (in the dark)
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart...

I'm looking back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark (Keep you in the dark)
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone (Trying to be someone)
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
(Now let me show you the true shape of my heart)

Back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of

Show you the Shape of My Heart...

Wakaka!! Why am i laughing?-.-

2009-06-02T17:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah! i am blogging agn! lols..ok,hmm..oh,ya i change my song..agn..lols,dont knw why,but anyways it is one of favs too! Or maybe i feel the same way as the song? I dont knw..[: lols..lets see..next week need go malaysia..haih..then need do hmwks..haih..then nw i feel veli thirsty..haih..ok,why am i so random today?? grr..ok,i just talk abt what happen today: Got E.history remadial today at 9am,so went sch quite early at 8.05am..wah 109 was quite early just nw..haha, reach sch,they were all playing b.ball,so i join them since ntg better to do..wah,long time nvr play b.ball,i was quite rusty..lols,sound as if i so pro ba..haha..then,went canteen take a break before going up..haha,drink..eh,wait..i forget what i drink..lols..then go up to class,for remedial..hehe..after class,go play b.ball agn with Wei Hao,Wenbin,Yazdan,Ding Yuan & Alvin..so play 3 v 3: Me,Wei Hao & Wen Bin..then Yaz,with Dingy & Alvin..wahaha..we owned them!! I did steal a lot of balls wahaha!! -.- then chat with Dingy,then i went home! Yeah!-.- Reach home,bath alr,eat lunch then..listen to songs..by accident,went zzzzzz.....yup,have a nap abt 1 to 2 hours,i guess..or maybe even longer..lols..cant rmber what time i slept..then woke up,use laptop..lols..waiting for my DINNER!! cause this Durian,is hungry!!! wakaka!! why am i laughing?? lols..grr,nowadays i feel un-myself (is there such words??-.-) I need to find out why..is too many probs causing this? or is it i lost smtg that make me like this? gonna need play detective to find the cause..lols-.- ok,Durian going to wait patiently for DINNER!! wakaka!! lols..
-.-

(err..nasi lemak?no..roti prata?..nah..chicken rice?lols too hungry..must think of food..-.-)

Wah..dying..here..lols

2009-05-31T18:33:00.004+08:00

Haha..so bored at home..thats why post two days in a row,yeah!-.- tmr have to come bk to school..oh,man..but at least i can get out from this concentration camp-.- haha..ok,i dont knw what to talk about,oh,yup just post up a new song for my blog..one of my favs too..haha..then lets see..oh,ya drank coca-cola zero today..hmm,i wonder what am i going to eat for dinner tday..lols..grr,feeling SO SO random..haha..lols..screw up a lot of things..now i dont knw what to do..nowadays i cant think straight..didnt think thru it carefully..damn it..grr..anyways,i still feel kinda bored..lols veli random today..then,er..oh ya...err forgot abt it-.- haih..what is the freaking probs with me!? lols..why am i screaming to myself? crazy i think..maybe need to go IMH..but they all veli sian alr,kp seeing the same face alr-.- i think 12 times alr..haha..ok,this is the signs,not of swine flu..but BDD,Bored Durian Disease..lols..dont really knw what to do at home..haha..grr,i regret of whatever is happening nw..screw up everything..smtimes,i just want to go to the beach,go find a nice coconut tree to talk to..-.- lols..but seriously,i kinda feel that way..maybe durian & coconut have a intermolecular bond with each other..haha..i seriously being DUMB DURIAN this days..screw every single thing up..from left toe to the right hand,ya, u all knw what it mean..i maybe need to buy a screwdriver to screw this up,haha..grr..i sound like a lion doing the 'grr' sounds..lols..man,veli sian nw..i am nw hungry..lols..who tmr want KFC-ing with me?? lols..feel like eating KFC..haha,oh well,guess..screwing everything up makes me feel this way..haih,ok,Durian go find smtg to eat nw! [:

(The night sky has always being a friend to me..it always make me calm and help me point to the direction..sort of..thnks alot..[: )

Oh..man..

2009-05-30T14:45:00.002+08:00

Yeah,holidays are on!! now can relax..but abit only..]: nvm,at least can relax...i think,anyways..i just reach home frm school! haha,go solo the council room to study..what? STUDY?! yup,study..i guess it is nvr early to start preparing for CA2 mah..haha..just remembering basic concepts of add.math & physics..grr..now,i feel kinda bad..i think history is repeating itself..last year,i was actually have to change school..i was suppose to be not in nan chiau high anymore..but somehw,some way, i manage to break thru the barrier and still stay here..that was actually no choice,bt i manage to still stay here..haha..but nw,this time it is my choice..i was thinking of changing school..cause there is always been probs keep crashing me..too much stress to handle,in all aspect..class,friends,study,school...i thought changing of school will solve it..for me,i guess and at least..but i will only use it as a last resort if all the probs cant be solve..those who knw,ask me to stay..but if i am still here..i dont knw hw long i can hold bfore bad things occur..but my mind is nw temporarily fix..i gonna change school..but i will still consider it..if i were able to solve it by transfering..then i will have to leave everything behind..i dont knw..grr..i feel lost nw..i dont want the Excos to get involve in my probs..i knw they can help but,it is not their thing,it is mine..so why make troublesome for ppl..i promise u all i try my best to stay..but i still have my mind fix..

(Sorry,guys..but dont cry la..i still here what in singapore-.- it is not like i am going overboard or dying [: )

Lols...so frustrated..grr..

2009-05-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

Grr..wah,so tiring nw..yet need to do proposal & pe project-.- then add in to my aching legs..dont know if i cant take it anymore..haha..lols..haih,finally i manage to realise the truth..of my heart..I dont knw..maybe i still like her..or not..the one i knew and firstly erm..like,haha..[: haih,i still quite confused..did all along i have been fooling myself? 3 years i fooling myself? haha..oh,well at least nw..i nt in a tight situation..i learn to be more calm,listen to the voice inside my head and heart,and think twice before doing anything..haih,even if i still all along like her,i dont knw..she didnt even reply my msg.. ]: just now she look kinda sad & down after seeing the exam result slip,then her face change..maybe she didnt get as good as she had intended to..i thought wanna go comfort her,but..she is with her frens,so i just could observe her..lols..i dont knw what the chicken am i thinking...grr..it is so frustrating,then just nw after councillor duties,gt a short councillor meeting..something just happen,dont wanna elaborate..i almost blow off my head..bt i knw it is not worth it..seriously she should have think first before what she scream abt it..twice somemore..but she also did what she scream abt it..grr,she did sidetrack and play while discussing,and did by accident interupt other who is abt to speak..grr..nvm..small matter,i guess..haha..ok,but lucky at least i saw my form teacher when it happens..she actually prevent me from blowing off..-.- lols..my teacher just wanna ask for my mum's hp no. ok,i gonna do the proposals and project nw..grr..i gonna go 'dead' liao..haha,ok the Durian is working off!! [:

(Anyways,i am sorry if this kinda offend the gal,if u knw hu are u,sorry abt that..]: just kinda feel frustrated abt it..next time try not to do the same thing agn..u dont knw if u are offending others..[: )

What am i suppose to do??

2009-05-25T20:04:00.005+08:00

What am i suppose to do?? I just cant seem to find the answer..why i always get myself in this tight situation..-.- haih..COME ON,DURIAN!! U gt to solve it..damn it! wah..i seriously dont knw what to do...should i tell them? i just realise i had made a costly decision..now i need to make another costly decision..to solve it..should i tell them?? Why did that time i was overrun by my emotions?? This is not what i want..it is not suppose to happen this way..when i look at the night sky yesterday,i took a moment to relfect & think..of whats happening in my life now..I realise i was SO STUPID!! What the?? I am serious being a bloody idiot!! I now regreting abt that decision..confess to her was not a decision i make with a proper mind..it was not meant to be even a confession..Grr..why am i so.....haih..scolding myself wont change the fact..haih,need to think hw am i suppose to solve it...sorry for my 'good' words..dont feel myself recently..not in a gd mood..

(...I am so sorry.....really really sorry.....]: )

Wah,exam over..bt seem not right..

2009-05-20T13:25:00.007+08:00

Wakaka!!!-.-..why suddenly feel like laughing?? haha,random,i guess..yeah,TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF EXAM,SO HAPPY HAPPY!! haha..bt it does not seem right..i dont knw,just now, after add.math exam(which is totally a flung-nage!! got such word??-.-), i go for a short meeting with miss toh,& some councillers..then thought want to go home,but maybe alvin,& the rest maybe still at cp,'celebrating'..haha,so try my luck go dere..and yes,they are still dere..lols..there were Alvin,Dingy,Adrian,Han Loong,Khong Yew and some others cant rmber..(Sorli!),they went to game com(i think thats the shops name..-.-) want go play xbox 360,haha..wah,u knw what..Lau Wei Jun veli funny sia..he like,keep 'dissappearing' & 'appearing'..haha,next moment,he was beside me,then suddenly dont knw go where..then later just behind me-.-..haha,Weijun,u can become Commandos already..haha,they playing NBA game,but i just watch them for about 20 mins,then go home already..haha,take 109(wah,suprisingly,109 quite early today..haha :D) Went home,relax then blog..cause tmr no exam already!!! Wakakaakakakakakaka...-.- lol...wah,that Shuyi...i ''hate'' her sia..(joking only,not seriously hate u,Shuyi :D) she make me realise something...after that confession,i realise we both not very close nowadays,even i joke with her..seem er..dull..Then,when i go take the flags,she was just behind me,going to the office to take late-comers form, but we didnt talk..like we both are drifting apart...no,not 'like',we ARE drifting apart..even though we are still friends,the friendship we share before & now,are totally different..10 or 100 times different..shouldnt had tell her..some sort regret,some sort satisfied i did tell her...haih,i miss everything..every little thing,not even a moment i ever didnt miss..i shouldnt had tell her..*knock my head on the wall* bt dont worry,i wont really knock my head..dont wanna cause so much trouble for my mother..haha..eh,i just ate oreo!..ok,thats really random..haih,now should be happy that i finally finish exam,bt it feels so empty...something missing..and i think i know why..wah,my aunt's cat look so cute!! ok,seriously that was random
-.-, oh man..looking at my aunt's cat reminds me of our final conversation before she knew i like her..it was the last we would talk the normal way..lol..dont knw how to describe..-.-,wow,the right click button is fun to click with!!! OK,i get it!! i nw veli emo...-.- thats why i AM SO RANDOM!!!..maybe,u r uncomfortable now with me,i knw..u cant lie with ur eyes..i wont blame u,this is all my faults,no ones..not even Uncle Sam,who live at Bedok North ave 4..lol who is that?? okok,i try not be random..pardon me,everyone..if i acting SUPER RANDOM this days..haih..I am sorry, it is not ur fault,it is just my fault..i am sorry you have to deal with this crap..really sorry ]:

Ok,now..i dont knw what to do..feel very weird cause usually now revising..bt no more exam liao,so happy happy!! but..it feel so empty..so,so empty..

(Durian sign off..[: anyways,i miss u Tom the Monkey!! He is now in the councillor room..Excos shld knw..haha..:D )

Wah..relieved..

2009-05-16T13:28:00.003+08:00

Yo,blogging agn..(lol,of course,la..what would i be doing here?? haha..) well, tday go a.math remedial..yeah!! despo durian learn a lot more ways for a.maths!! yahoo!! google!! -.- haha..veli random..yesterday,gt my shoulder cool down..i tell her my feeling alr..haha..durian go mushi durian mode!!-.- Thnks for ur understanding..i hope we cn still be frens as normal just like before..haha..ok,nw i kinda bit weird..cause when i read my msgs sent to her just nw..i was shock!!! Was it me who type this 'mushi mushi' msgs?? lol..couldnt believe it!!!! i was..er..too..i dont knw..haha..anyways,thnks once again..[: ok,actually, yesterday aft tell her thought want to emo a bit..haha..durian emo..bt dont have the chance,cause i went bowling!!! so fun..put off all the stress..haha..got triple strike!!! yeah!! or also known as 'turkey' for triple strike!! haha..bt veli lucky only..haha, Lala Liyun want to bowl also when i tell her i was bowling..haha,she nvr play bowling before except with her lala ball..-.- nvm, Liyun..maybe friday, when the excos are going out tgh,we cn all go bowling!! Trust me,it is veli the fun!! haha..ok,thats all..i am going to JB for awhile..dont knw why,cause my mum say gt some matter there so need to go..haha,ok the Durian is zooming off ! [:

( Gal, i knw i look Durian (lame and crazy)..-.- bt,i do care abt u..deep down below the thorns [: )

VEli FunnY..

2009-05-14T20:56:00.004+08:00

Yo! Wads up,ppl? haha..tday just finish english mid year! Yeah,my worst subject is over!! Nw,tmr e.math..wah,e.math i not really worry abt bt A.math next week!! wah..i sian liao..i need to find ways to get better in a.maths..haha..despo durian..hey! it rhytems!! lol..ok,i blog today just because want to relieve stress only..haha..oh,tday flag raising was veli funny..it was raining heavily so we need to pull the flags on our own..so at first,there was only me,Liyun,Jazin & a junior if i not wrong her name is Basyirah, then Liyun help me cover with umbrella,then Basyirah cover for Jazin to put the flags..that Lala Liyun not covering me at all..haha..i cnt see where the flag is cuz she keep covering my views with the umbrella..haha,so then gt soak..Jazin keep screaming,yes..screaming nt to let his hair wet..haha..bt in the end still wet! lol..aft everything done,went bk canteen..i was so wet!! Liyun & Jazin too..But Basyirah was okok haha..Jasmine too came down to help,so she a bit bit wet la..then when i check the flag,the Singapore flag was not correct!! Oh no..then i go take umbrella,Jazin say he dont want to wet his hair anymore..haha,so go solo..bt that Lala,hah..go run under the rain to help me,then she veli wet..-.- Jasmine also help out..in the end all get wet-.- veli funny....haih, i nw veli confused..am i sure abt it? Do i really like her? i always keep thinking of it..i dont..shld i tell her? what if she avoid me..haih..i veli confused nw..haha..ok,nvm,Durian is going to revise maths..so the Durian is studying off!! [:

(haha..no pic..dont knw wad to post[: )

AH!!!! mid year...

2009-05-11T13:50:00.005+08:00

Lol..tmr, mid year still got time to blog..-.- just relieve stress first,so log on com first! haha..yesterday, was fun..my family went to underwater world & snow city!! wah..the snow city is sure the VERI cold!! at -5.2 degree celcius!!! wah,shivering sia..haha..then play the slide thingy..then my back veli cold...-.- then took photos and the lady who took photos (we cant use our personal camera) keep taking photos of us-.- haha..maybe there gt so little ppl,then ntg better to do..haha..then go eat eat..AND IT IS THE WORST DAY TO GO EAT OUT!!! u knw why? because, when we have our lunch at Delifrance aft the underwater world visit, i order the set..and i got my bun and lemon tea and...MUSHROOM SOUP!!! wt?? why gave me MUSHROOM soup..lol..then didnt eat the soup..give my sis..haha..then! dinner time, eat some place called Nana Thai in Far East Plaza,then order claypot chicken( first time try) then inside..GOT MUSHROOM!!!!! wah..cannot take it already...WHY GOT A LOT OF MUSHROOM!!??? this is unfair..haha..lol..okok.cool Durian..dont get heat up just because of mushroom...haha..oh,ya,Durian took photo with snakes!! so cool..even though it is veli slimey & soft..bt can la..haha..my leg veli jam now..cause saturday, me, alvin & TC go train,then ran 15 rounds,which is 6km..-.-lol..haha,ok..everybody JY for mid year!! must be good in all subject hor..haha..ok go study now..Durian is studying off [:

(Me & snakey!!! haha..)

HAPPy Go LuCkY!!

2009-05-04T23:02:00.006+08:00

Haha!!! so late still blog..cause gt mood..HAPPY mood...WE MANAGE TO COMPLETE!!!! we manage to complete the thinkquest project! Yeah!!! Happy happy..haha,so childish..-.- i knw this wouldnt happen without u guys( and gals..haha) : qiu xuan(PAL,pro assisant leader..used to be SAL,sabo assistant leader..haha..), dorcas (POT,princess of tennis..-.-), weibin (EMO,dont have to explain..haha) & ding yuan (GBD, Golden Baby Dingy..[: )...haha..just finish submitting the entry..wah,now feeling very nervous..1st June is the results..wah so scary...veli the nervous..haih,still far far to knw..ok,tmr is the councillor investiture! quite excited..but sad also..this few days,ppl easily get sick..alphonsus tday didnt come sch cause fever,then just last week azizah got fever..then just nw,mdm teo got hand,food mouth disease..sad man..then just nw also, vanessa, liyun and jia wen gt a bit of cough..wah..left me, shuyi & felicia to get..haha..choy..nw,swine flu become serious alr..thats cases in Europe alr and south america..wah,veli the fast fast..haih,but i nw just happy..cause finish thinkquest!!!! yeah!!! Happy happy..haha..now just wanna take a break frm projects work first..then continue again!! ok,wanna go sleep nw..Durian tired liao-.- ok,Durian is sleeping off!!!! [:

(The pic is my DREAM CAR!!! 2010 Nissan skyline GTR Spec-V R35...[:)

I fail...

2009-05-02T22:50:00.004+08:00

Yo..haha,no mood still cn blog...haih,i really feel so bad & down nw..I just let down my whole thinkquest team..sorry,guys..sorry,ding yuan,weibin,dorcas & qiu xuan..i didnt do well enough..i seriously fail..haih..waste all ur guys effort...sorry..i just went blank, dont knw wad to do..I totally blank out..I cant even think properly...i fail as a leader..]: i just..nvm..thnks, liyun for ur motivation..[: i really appreciate it..thnks for cheering me up and giving encouragement..makes me feel a bit better..haha..today kinda a short post,so see ya all..

(lol...got ntg to say here..)

Updated new post!!-.-

2009-05-01T15:12:00.004+08:00

Ok,i am now going to post a new post since ppl ask me to post a new post which is wad i am now posting-.-..okok,serious time..AH! mid year invasion!! in a weeks' time..oh no!! ok,now i have talk abt mid year screams..lets talk abt the recent news..today weather's seem sunny with a prediction of rain..-.- wad am i talking abt?? okok,now it is real..haih,just three day break and we got hmwk like it was a march holidays..nvm,no choice,just do mah..i really dont knw wad to say..in this post..haih,just guess guess..well yesterday was the councillor's rehearsal..wah so disorganised..shld have plan properly..nvm learn frm our mistakes is the only way,we are call LEADER..haha..then..i dont knw wad to say again..-.- oh,next tues is the prefect investigure!! yeah! hope everything went well..i suddenly i think it is time to let her go..thinking of her will only bring those memories..this will just hurt me more inside..and this will make me become more random in wadever i do..those hu knw me,knws that the more random i am..the more i am hurt inside..okok,stop with this mushi mushi stuff..make me sound so durian-.-..haha,ok,later gonna do hmwk,but nw..surf the net!!! yeah!!! ok, riduan is signing off!!![:

(haih..wish to see the sunset like this.....]: at least i am nw better..)

WAh..weird today..

2009-04-24T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hahaha..blogging again!! using my..not phone,not home computer..but MY OWN LAPTOP!! wahaha...(i just wanna make alvin jealous..haha..-.-) ok..lets see..today,is friday..-.- usual thing happen in sch..study,listen to teacher teaching (-.- thats what they do..) bt during pe..my grp need to present the 'troika' dance..bt actually they done it on wed when i nt in sch..cause help out with Chinese Orchestra..so today,just try out the dance with the whole class..quite fun & funny..well,then during the dance need to throw the middle guy or girl to the next grp..so gt one part....my grp,the middle guy,or girl..is her..she was thrown to my grp..i then..stun a bit..but need to continue the dance..so continue la..the dance need to hold the middle person hand,so i was like..er..veli weird..cause,ehem ehem..cannot tell[: so when holding her hand..i was like weird..dont knw if i shld grap or just put my hand on her hand..i NVR feel smtg like this for a girl..REALLY SUPER NVR..zzz...maybe need to admit..i still miss her..but life need to go..haih..ok enough of mushi mushi stuff..thats nt riduan..ok maybe a little bit of riduan..haha..okok..then gt ncc training..wah,i was chosen to become usm/asm understudies..yeah!![: veli veli the happy..so just do all the stuffs..quite slack le..cause just patrol ard the platoon..see if they need help..jun cheng & gerald (my sergeant major) need to do some other stuff..so cannot come..only later part..so they didnt manage to give task for me..sad le..for me..cannot show my 'talent' haha..then went home liao..haha..tomolo need come back sch..gt councillor stuff & chem remedial..so ya..gonna bring my LAPTOP TMR!! make alvin jealous..haha..dont knw why i like to disturb him..haha..ok thats all folk..tune in next time for the next episode..haha..ok,Riduan signing off..haha..-.-

(Sorli..not pic post today..haha-.- who cares anyway..haha-.-)

Wah..wad a day..recently..

2009-04-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

Ok..a new day of the week..i just cant believe i just bought my new laptop!! MY OWN LAPTOP!! wakaka..so evil..-.-.. and this is the first time i blog using my laptop..haha..so cool le..well,just 3 days ago,i have turn 15!!! ya,i am a year mature than before..haha..-.- but on that day,gt sch anniversary,so gt parade..haih..then need to do la..bt nvm..I AM PROUD TO DO IT..then after parade gt,counciller duties..haih..nvm,just do it..i veli veli the good mah..haha..then after that..leroy,vanessa,felicia,shuyi,yee ting,alphonsus,azizah,jiawen,liyun,sally,desmond,sham & jasmine (sorry if i gt miss out anyone!!)so kind to plan a mini party for me..aw..so touch..then we have fun playing the spray thingy..haha..then i look lyk just come from pub..-.- haha..nvm..it is for so a day to remember..haha..then sat,go try see if sch library gt open to print the cer bt too bad..-.- closed..bt then go councillor room to discuss..then,we( liyun,azizah,felicia & me) go clean up the room a bit..nw look nicer..haha..then sunday,BUY MY LAPTOP!! wakaka..so fun..k,thats all folk..so long nvr blog..mayb too busy..try to blog if gt chance haha..with my new LAPTOP...HAHA!!! [: the Durian signing off..

(the pic no link,rite? hahahahahahahahaha...-.-)

Wah..my $10...

2009-04-10T23:44:00.008+08:00

yeah,tday is a holiday!! wic will end..-.- tday,try to start doing e.maths revision..& yes! i manage to do inequalities..wakaka..pro!! then aft my friday prayers,i ntg better to do..haih..then suddenly feel random..(maybe because of rain) go ask alvin & ky out..totally no purpose of this trip..-.- they agree so we went out tday..holiday mood mah..bt three person,no kick so invite more but nobody reply..-.- except peishan..so we 4 decide to go out la..on account of alvin..(wah,step english sia..-.-),we go to queenstown..then,alvin only first time so nt sure where to go..-.- dunno where the shop located..so decided to ask ppl..when arrive there,alvin go look for wei song's belated birthday present..& also my early birthday present..wah..he so nice bought me a pair of shoes..thnks alvin!! then peishan quite hungry..(of course la..she eat only bread for lunch..-.-) then go Mac..SHE ONLY BUY $1 COKE!! wah..toud hungry..so me & ky(while waiting for alvin to buy my present that time) try tempt her with fries..& SUCCESS!! she still eat the fries..wakaka..so evil-.-..then try tempt her with nuggets..still work!! haha..aft that,toud go watch movie,so go plaza singapura..peishan go home cause parent dont let..so sad..haha..bt i more sad!! alvin go try buying NC16 movie(shinjuku incident movie i think??) then i feel no good..so i bk out aft buying the $10 tickets..-.- so i waste my $10..sian..nvm treat like donation drive..haih..ya,thats all folks..the DURIAN is sleeping off!!

Some photo takens!!! hehe..

khong yew look cute in cap!!

Secret behind hw we tempt peishan to eat..haha

aw..cute couples...

aw..another cute couple..(looks gay..-.-)

peishan smsing boyfren!! ha,juz joking..

alvin looking at his kobe IV shoe..emoing..

HappY BiRthaday, KHONG YEW!!

2009-04-04T19:28:00.005+08:00

wah..saturday evening..so tired..just nw in the morning gt sch anniversary parade rehearsal..wah,damn shiok..in a good way & bad way..(i also dont knw wad it mean-.-)we just rehearsal till abt 11.30pm then went home..go KFC with yazdan & lyman to have lunch..lyman was waiting for wen hao so he just join us for a while..wah,i eat so slow just nw..yazdan is like finish 5 min or more than me when i actual buy first-.-..( i wonder if durians eat slow or..wait.Durian cant eat!! being riduan..-.-) then they both ntg better to do..take my phone & SMS ppl ard!! nt just that,they SMS GIRLS SOMEMORE!!! They sms i think 'i want ur heart.i like you.' wah,GG sia..i need to sms all the 'victim' to tell it wasnt me..lucky manage to realise they were doing that..if nt i think,all the girl contact in my hp become 'victim' of Lyman & yazdan..haha..they manage to sms..jia wen,liyun,peishan,arffah,wanling & i think shld be felicia..wah..then went home..yeah!!! lame-.-..then it started to rain..man,gt wet..after bath,sleep then woke up..start blogging..& HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHONG YEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u had become 15 today!! haha..what the?? this feeling recently is getting irritating...i think i am going to crack soon..maybe couldnt hold on anymore..bt must..it is for the best.....eh..ya,for the best...

AnoTHer Day,anoTher Day...

2009-03-31T22:31:00.004+08:00

Wakaka!! blogging again..wah..so tiring..this few day..BUSYYY!!!!! nt like businessman,but like man businessing (is there such words??-.-)..just being riduan..lame,rite?? haih tday,same thing happen..only that Mr Tee didnt come..Yeah!! can relax a bit during geography..[:..aft that,lunch break,find mdm Teo to get TOP SECRET stuff..cannt tell one..hahahahaha..lame-.- then chem aft sch lesson..so funny sia..dont knw why Lyman suddenly go weeee.....quite a funny exp..aft that,need to do the TOP SECRET stuff with alphonsus,azizah,felicia,vanessa,liyun,jia wen & shuyi..wah,so stress..bt at least manage to complete..need to print only..yeah!! 3/4 quarter done!! yeah yo yeah! haih..but have to skip track & field because of that..man..cannot run...sian..nvm,always got next time..[: must be positive! then went home,do homework & finally blog..hmm..i just suddenly feel weird tday..dont knw..bt i feel..just strange..like smtg missing every sec,especially aft sch..i dont knw if it is true..wad i am thinking this feeling is..but i knw i gt feel this before..hmm..i afraid so..bt..i really dont knw..maybe just..haih..nvm,so,R-IDURIAN sleeping off!![:

( The pic post is smtg i wish to see every night in the sky..but it will nvm happen here]: ..)

EaRtH hOuR!!

2009-03-28T19:21:00.004+08:00

Yo! Blogging agn..well today is going to be EARTH HOUR!! In just abt 1 more hour, Earth Hour will be in the drift! Let's all do our part by switching off our lights for 1 hour!! Let's make Earth Hour 2009 a more successful movement than 2008! ok,now i have promote Earth Hour,lets talk abt what happen tday..actually nt much happen today..just at home,dazing ard..very bored..-.- ntg to do!! man..oh ok,then lets talk abt yesterday..it was the school sport day and wah..danny & jun cheng dominated the other when running..wah..ya,thats what pretty much happen..then later at 3,gt the spore debate competition..so much counciller need to help out..until 9pm..wah so late..then i go home at abt 12.02 i think cause i sent the others home first(see so kind-.-) haha..just being useful..well that pretty much happen yesterday..so ya..LETS ALL DO OUR PART IN EARTH HOUR 2009!

Cross-Country!!! Thats all..

2009-03-25T18:10:00.004+08:00

yo..long time nvr blog sia..maybe TOO BUSY!!! Tday gt cross country..wah,see the other ppl..demoralized..bt i still ok lah..then when it started..wah..a lot of ppl chiong..then me & tiancong was the like the last 4 ppl!! alvin also quite run very fast bt just a bit in front of us..they think what? 100m?? 4.8KM!! then gt the big hill..wah abt 200m-300m high i think..tiancong paced up so left me behind..bt i just kept jogging all the way..i was always behind alvin..DONT WANT HIM TO BE OUT OF MY SIGHT!!then jog & jog..till the uphill..a lot slow down..wah..i pass a lot of ppl!!then i just kept behind alvin..till the peak,i ran pass him thru downhill!! haha..then pass tiancong,chin ann..(u all sure think..what? durian pass chin ann?! Chin ann half way feel like nature call..then force to slow down-.-poor ca..) i continue to pace..bt in the end,tiancong still manage to overtake me..bt i dont care..cause I BEATAN ALVIN!!! WAKAKA!!! so evil..sorry alvin!! then gt house meeting & cheerleading practice..nt much happen!! so stop here!! the 3d blog still in process..so maybe take a while..k,sign off..byebye!!

(The pic post is smtg i post just to indicate x-country!!-.-)

Ah!!!! A Not-A-Holiday Holiday!!!

2009-03-15T17:58:00.003+08:00

Wow! so long didnt blog..maybe too busy this week..TMR GOT SPEC COURSE!! AH!!!!! very pressuring!! need to work hard for the course..4 day 3 night..haih..for sure KO for me..gt a lot of stuffs need to do first..tday,i finally moved out from my home!!(very sad..)but i havent move to my new house yet..haven totally finalize everything..so stay at my aunt house temporaily at pasir ris...thinking abt the homework is nt really stressing..thinking abt i need to do it aft my spec course is stressing...wah..a lot sia..actually nt a lot bt since gt spec course,thats why seems a lot..haih..cannot take it..oh,still need to think how to do the class blog..(sorry alvin! it could take a while..)man..the holiday is totally wipe out!!i think maybe i need to rush all my homework..oh,man..nevermind..so i will nt be blogging for a while..so this is my last post..so sad..bye!!!!!!!!!bye!!! Dont miss me!!![:

(Tak say bye bye too!!!)

The RETURN of my PHONE!!

2009-03-10T20:56:00.003+08:00

Yeah!tday is a veli veli HAPPY day!! it is THE RETURN OF MY PHONE DAY!!! finally gt my phone back!!the gd news is ntg was missing..(i think..-.-) the bad news is THEY TOOK MY FAV HANDPHONE STRAP!! wt?? it is my FIRST souvenir from my first visit to malyasia last year..

-.- they still manage to take smtg frm me..haih..nvm..small matter..the important is i gt my phone bk!! yeah! yeah! tday..i gt malay idiom test then..wt?? i can only rmber the back part of the idiom..fishcake..-.-but can still do well lah..then in the afternoon,gt sport heat..i join the 4x100m & also 1500m(nt bad huh??-.-) bt wt?? i did so badly..bt can ah..i gt 8th for 1500m 4th out of 4 in 4x100m..-.-i toud i was third place wen i pass this stupid guy..bt actually he is nt even in the race..-.-..lost my third position..then 4th liao..haih..then u wanna what i do?? U REALLY WANT TO KNOW WAD I DO AFT THAT??..........i go home lah..( haha..lame,rite )so stop here..dont knw wad to say alr..so sign off..lalala..[:

A nEw DaY,a worser day...

2009-03-08T00:13:00.009+08:00

wah..tday,i mean yesterday,since it is over 12 midnight..was quite a day..tday,i mean,yeaterday agn,..i post very late..no mood liao bt life must go on...tday,i mean yeaterday agn, i totally forgt i am in t & f!!! then didnt go for training tday,i mean yesterday..leaving alvin all alone..so sad..so i just go for the malay workshop thingy & i need to be the MC!! man..very nervous..bt works out fine..then,actually aft that suppose to go with alvin so he can get his revenge on initial d arcade..bt he cant go..so sad agn..so i go alone..ntg better to do mah..as if i have a phone to use or play with(haha..-.-)WAH!! man,my skills is very rusty! and i got a lot of bad luck tday!! i mean yesterday..there is this guy who is abt 17-19 years old switch on his 'accepting challengers'..it is to vs him lah..his car,skyline GTR(BNR34)..STEP 7 ENGINE!! while me,long time nvr play..STEP 1 only!! then,by accident(stupid control panel..spoilt i guess) accept his challenge..wt?? i have to race him..-.- Guess wad happen..of course i lost lah..BUT i am just behind him abt 77.4m only!! nt bad for engine step 1 vs a step 7..i race him on Akina Downhill ..then sad liao-.-

I toud it was over..so i continue to play as per normal..then,that stupid contol panel..make me switch on my 'Acceptng challengers' WT??? then that BNR34 guy challenge me again..fishcake..this time,Tsukuba..wah..irritating man..cn he at least use a slower car against me..man..BUT..even i lose(thats for sure happen lah..) i manage to shorten the gap between us to 35.5m!!! wad a GREAT achievement!!! thnk u! thnk u! His friends all kept teasing him that i could almost chase him..haha..so that prove i am PRO in initial d4!! Yeah!! If only he drive a slower car,i win alr..bt nvm..i then play a few more ganes(on another initial d arcade console,dun wan to have 3 losses in my record-.-) then went home liao..[:

Nt much thing happen tday,i mean yesterday,so stop here..i post some pic of hw the car that BNR34 look like below..so just a scroll down[:
====Vs====
Toyota Sprinter Trueno GT-Apex(AE86) ========Nissan Skyline GTRV specII Nur(BNR34)
(MY CAR..in initial d4)

(The color of the car is the same,,except a bit differ since he upgrade his BNR34..ME TOO!!)

WhAt A dAy!!!!!!!!

2009-03-05T22:26:00.005+08:00

Sorry,for posting quite late..no mood liao tday..MY HANDPHONE KENA STOLEN!!!! wah..sian leh..my bag was ran-sack(is this the spelling?? haha..) then my phone was stolen...]: nt only me..khong yew also..but only his calculator & tie..lame,rite the baboons who stole our stuffs?? if handphone,of course got reason to steal..but tie & calculator? lame,man the thieves..but lucky can find the CRIMINAL!! thru the sch camera survillences( is tis u spell it?? man,i really need to take my spelling test back-.-) so cool! First time do such things..lalala..alvin so lucky..ntg was missing for him..maybe ARK has to do smtg with it..(does it make any sense??) i knw i am being lame cause no mood..haih..cannt do much tday..ESPECIALLY NO PHONE!!!! hope tmr can get my phone bk...miss typing sms on it..my handphone strap..my games on phone..my camera button..my call button..the flashlight button(only those hu have W850i knw it)..nvm..hope tmr be a better day..k,signning off...[:

(The Merlion pic was taken ard 1am..when i went out with my family quite long ago..since i being lame..& ntg better to do..juz post tis pic!)

The Stress Era has ended..temporarily only..

2009-03-03T21:00:00.004+08:00

Yeah! tmr last ppr! CHEMISTRY! common test will soon be over! Wah..just nw,add math..i dont knw wad happen!! i was not in the right mood to do add math..i can do the questions all THREE times in thirty min!! but anyhw do lah..then suddenly..my brains started to burn up..to the math mood..BUT TOO LATE!! left few minutes!! wah..i lost 10 MARKS wic the question i knw how to do...haih...but was done cannot be undone..well need to study hard for chem..okok!! tday nt much happen except weijun & alvin keep making joke of me & '.....' THEY BOTH ARE DEAD!!! bt just kidding...[: see i very kind one..(haha)..k,liao..need study chem..so need to go..i still wonder if is still...nvm..gotta jet!! cool pic rite?? lalala..my dream car..to use for racing!! lalala..

ATTENTION!!

2009-03-01T16:42:00.006+08:00

oh,forgot abt smtg..yesterday,i actually have create a vid abt my blog!! haha..ntg better to do...it is quite funny(& gay..-.-) but ok lah..so tell me wad u think abt it!! Thnks!! [:

THE ADS!! HAHAHA..LALALA..HEHEHE..

LaTe PoSt..friday-sunday..hahaha..

2009-03-01T16:21:00.005+08:00

Wow!! so late my post..hahaha..tday i am going to post for sat too..(forgt to post yesterday!) ok,lets see..how abt a brief intro of friday..i took my MASTERPIECE photo capture!! u want to knw wad is it?? juz scroll down and u will see it! sorry,dingy! hahaha...ok thats all for friday..(lame)

Ok,yesterday..me & alvin went hougang stadium to train..and i came late! all my stomach upset fault...but nvm..sorry alvin! When i arrive alr..alvin also have stomach pain! wad luck! he have it aft running ard the tracks while waiting for me..haih,pity him..so i do my solo trainning & he rest on the bench..soon aft..we both have ntg better to do and took some pic(haha)..then we went to hougang mall to study in the library..we invite khong yew along but he say he will come ltr..wah..so long his ltr... so we ate our lunch first at KFC..we both have a pic taking contests(lame.right?) while eating! so funny..i manage to take some pic to make it look like a story! just scroll down to see! When khong yew arrive,we go library to study..but we were chase out! alamak..haih..then,no mood to study liao..so we toud want to go home(WE ACTUALLY HAVE WASTE KHONG YEW TIME!) haha...so we walk ard hougang mall so we wont waste his time..we went timezone & alvin & me challenge initial d 3..i win him twice!! haha..lucky we dont play initial d 4..i will have OWNAGE him!! haha..sorry alvin! then we finally went home..

tday..not much happen..just have to study FULL BLAST cause tmr physics & geo ppr..ya,so thats all..the pic all just a scroll down..so see it! haha..

FiRdAy-SaTuRdAy PHOTOS!! HAHA!!

2009-03-01T15:52:00.006+08:00

MY MASTER PIECE!!!!

Golden Baby DingY!!

cute,right!? hahaha..

Alvin: Dont leave me,khong yew!!

Khong yew: ah.......

Alvin: u r handsome!

Khong yew: what??

Alvin: Cheese!!

Khong yew: hah??

What to know how Alvin eat his fries?? hehe..

Step 1: Alvin look for pretty girls first.. Step 2: If dont have..he take a fries and dip with chilies

(if have..he see the girl lah..)

Step 3: He show the fries to me first... Step 4: He then eat the fries..lalala

Now,u knw how alvin eat his fries..hehe..[: (JUZ JOKING,ALVIN!)

StUdY tImEs..lalala

2009-02-26T19:30:00.002+08:00

tday..common test..haih..the hy ppr can really kill! but manage to complete..lalala..the worse is hml..wah..one of the section really total DESTRUCTION! It ask abt idioms that we dont really learn yet!! but still ok..dont knw why so calm tday..lalala..then an indonesian high sch came to visit us..wah,one of the student's shoe VERY shiny! beat my polish skill! haih..bt they put quite a perfomance..so was the cca lah..aft sch,same thing happen agn..me,alvin,khong yew,joon han,wei song & wei jun go library to practise maths..bt i alr done mine..lalala..so since i have ntg better to do..i took some pic! hahaha!! so evil...bt nvm..haih..ks,thats all for tday..need to practise math liao..lalala..gd luckz for common test!!!!

THE CAPTURE!!!

2009-02-26T19:05:00.007+08:00

wah..alvin so hard working.. == weisong..stress is it??[:

YEAH! 102108 times!! == weijun looking for info,or is he??

Prof Khong Yew taking a pose!==HA!? alvin agn?? so chai..

YeAh!! SeCoNd TiMe...

2009-02-25T21:24:00.001+08:00

Yo!Yo! second time blogging..yeah!yeah! today..wah..very rainy day..so sleeply..but tmr..IS COMMON TEST!!! OH NO!!! bt nvm..i alr revise my subject tmr..lalala..tmr history & hml exam..can lah..nt really scary..yesterday was a ks..man..mr goh ask us to do all chapter of the physics tb practises and i really do everything!! i dont even knw why i did that..and to make it worse,only certain question needed! so i like waste much of my time!! but it is a gd practice lah..lalala..then aft sch,me,alvin,khong yew,weijun,weisong & joon han toud wanted to stay bk to study tgh bt..dont knw why..we dont feel like studying suddenly..like the feeling juz dissapper..i suddenly feel sleeply so was the rest..maybe due to the rain..lalala..haih,quite funny actually..wen we went home,we took some photo & video at the 372 bus stop..lalala maybe ntg better to do while waiting for 372..here are the pics..quite funny,rite?? haha..k,thats for tday..wait for the next episode! lalala...

Here's the ViDeo! lalala...hahaha..

FiRsT tIme..lalala..

2009-02-24T19:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah! First time trying blogging..nt bad lah..but ok..the blog look..CMI..try to improve..lalala..today not really much happen..except for bunch of HOMEWORK!!! to make it worse..COMMON TEST is coming!!! AH!!! why am i screaming?? maybe ntg better else to do..lalala...this week i need to do the pledge..no fair..i was force..]: but nvm..even my chinese command cmi..bt everything is ok..aft sch, i stay back with alvin & khong yew to find ms sng but couldnt find her..so do hmwk at library..but we are so tired..we dont even feel like doing it..especially khong yew..haha..ok,dont really knw wad to say already..lalala..cool rite image?? lalala..